Chapter 141: Season 41
Chapter 141: Season 41
Without grandma, no place is home.
Xie Luo curled up his body, almost suffocating from the pain, but finally he became numb and calm.
After a long time, the door of the morgue was opened.
Only then did they notice Xie Luo, who had climbed onto the hospital bed at some point. She was hugging her long-dead grandmother tightly, curled up with her head resting in her arms.
The doctors and nurses took great effort to pull her off and sent my grandma for cremation.
Xie Luo stared blankly at the crematorium car leaving, his body stiff. When he raised his eyelids, there was despair in his eyes.
She finally returned home with the urn in her hands, and went to Aunt Li to pick up her oranges.
Xie Luo went door to door to pay off the debts owed, and then deposited more money into the card, exactly 200,000 yuan.
That was what she owed Ji You.
Ji You happened to be able to get out of bed recently. He took back his cell phone and rushed to the hospital, but when he arrived, he found that the original bed was already empty.
He went to ask the nurse and got the result.
Grandma died. She pulled out her own oxygen tube yesterday.
“… ….”
Ji You stood there in a daze, his heart was stabbed with pain, and the last time Xie Luo cried appeared in his mind.
How sad would Xie Luo be?
Why couldn't he come earlier? At least then Xie Luo wouldn't have to bear it all alone.
Xie Luo's phone rang. It was Ji You. He asked the doctor for Xie Luo's phone number.
Xie Luo had anticipated this, and she calmly asked Ji You to meet under the big banyan tree at that time.
Juzi was not next to Xie Luo at the moment. There was an uncle holding a pair of scissors standing next to her, carefully using the scissors on her hair.
"Little girl, I'll try to make your haircut look better."
"No, just cut it here. You don't have to help me make it look good."
Xie Luo gestured at the part behind his ears, obviously wanting the other party to cut his hair short.
Still a very short one.
"Ah... OK, you are quite courageous, little girl."
The uncle's scissors made a click, and Xie Luo's hair instantly became uneven and even a little ugly.
But she became a lot whiter during the days in the hospital. Although there was no expression on her face and her complexion was still very bad, she was unexpectedly beautiful.
It's the kind of lifeless beauty.
Her fair skin made her facial features look extremely beautiful, but there was no change in her eyes, making her look like a puppet. Looking at her for too long would make people feel a little uneasy.
Xie Luo went to the pet hospital and brought back Orange. Orange stayed quietly in her arms, but looked listless.
Ji You had been waiting under the big banyan tree for a long time. He even called Xie Luo several times, but his calls were all unanswered.
The boy's panic grew greater and greater, but he had no choice but to be forced to follow Xie Luo's footsteps.
Finally, Xie Luo arrived at the place they had agreed to meet.
Ji You immediately went up to her and looked at her with concern: "A Luo, I heard that grandma passed away. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to come out these days. I don't have a phone to contact you. I'm sorry."
"It's all my fault. If I had come back earlier, you wouldn't have to face this alone."
“… ….”
Xie Luo pulled off his hat, revealing his uneven hair and the bandaged wound, and said indifferently, "It's not your fault, Ah You."
"Sometimes fate is so cruel. It always throws pain on people who are already in pain. It takes pleasure in this, doesn't it?"
"... Ah Luo."
Ji You stood there, looking at the completely unfamiliar girl in front of him, but his heart suddenly felt like it was punched.
How sad must she have been when her grandma died?
The light in Xie Luo's eyes had gone, and his whole body became numb, like a flower that had been deprived of all vitality, with only darkness left.
Ji You held her in his arms, his voice trembling: "Why did your hair become like this? What happened to your forehead? Have you been bullied?"
"A Luo, please don't be like this. I really... really blame myself. I blame myself and I'm scared. I'm sorry."
Xie Luo did not struggle to break free from his arms, but just left some space for Orange.
"I wasn't bullied. I cut my hair and sold it. The forehead was injured just because I made a little money."
"... ...Sell for money? Make money?"
The young man felt even more distressed. His guilt almost overwhelmed him, and he felt distressed about every word Xie Luo said.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I should have come earlier. If I had come earlier, you wouldn't have to endure this alone."
"I...I."
Ji You knew that Xie Luo was sad, and he was sad too, but he didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only hug her continuously in an attempt to comfort her.
But how can these consolations be enough to comfort a person who is heartbroken?
Xie Luo let the other party hug her, but there was no emotion in her eyes, not even tears. She just listened calmly to Ji You constantly blaming himself.
Is Ji You wrong?
He was not wrong, and no one was wrong.
If we really have to say who is at fault, it can only be fate. Fate is really too cruel.
Right?
Xie Luo just felt very tired at the moment, and she didn't have any emotions that she wanted to vent.
No, to be precise, she should have no emotions.
She was so tired.
The future life is still so long, but she can't see the end at all, nor can she see any hope.
Grandma’s departure was the dampness of her life.
Some people may be healed by time and get over their pain, but Xie Luo can't.
She had no worries and didn't know what kind of mentality she should have as she moved forward.
Fate was too cruel to her, taking away everything from her in the midst of laughter and conversation.
Maybe her birth was a mistake.
Who knows?
If fate wanted her to despair, then fate won, because Xie Luo now had completely lost any hope, and there was only gray and black left in her heart.
She had no reason to live.
Her grandmother did ask her to live a good life, but she couldn't do it.
Broken people themselves cannot bear the expectations of anyone.
"Ayou, I just want to ask you one thing, can you raise oranges?"
"... Why did you give it to me? Don't you like it?"
"I can't keep it. It has acute pancreatitis. If it stays with me, it will never get better."
"My grandma passed away because of illness. I don't want Orange to die of illness too. I just took him to see a doctor, and the doctor said that the disease may recur."
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