readsfreenovel Chapter 156 Lights
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Chapter 156 Lights
"I am back."
After opening the door, Kasugano Sora habitually said hello, but received no response.
She looked at the dim entrance and realized belatedly: You had not come back yet, and even Mashiro, who usually locked herself in her room, was gone.
It was only the first day, but for some reason Kasugano Sora felt as if she were in another world.
She took out the key expressionlessly, opened Mu You's room, and threw herself on someone's mattress, breathing greedily, as if only this could relieve her symptoms.
"Yu..."
How many times has this happened? How many times has You left me?
Kasugano Sora didn't know, but every time she thought about the other person not being by her side, she would feel suffocated, like a fish out of water, being ruthlessly thrown onto the shore...
Although Mu You has been trying to alleviate Qiong's symptoms over the years, he would deliberately separate from Qiong for a period of time to do his own things, such as the usual night patrols, meeting the monsters in Yayuan, and the country on the other side of the sea that he would visit every holiday.
Sometimes Mu You would discuss things with Qiong, but sometimes he would leave without saying goodbye, which made Qiong so angry that she didn't talk to him for a month. Later, Mu You used his beauty to get Qiong to pay attention to him.
Kasugano Sora held two rabbits, one yellow and one black, in her arms. Recalling the quarrels between the two, the corners of her mouth, which had been drooping, couldn't help but rise slightly again.
In fact, she knew that although You might leave her for a while, as long as she needed him, he would always turn into the breeze and come back to her at the first time, no matter what he was doing at that time, even if he would miss the flight.
But at that time, I was still a little girl who knew nothing and was sensitive and fragile.
"...Qiong, a girl who doesn't even do housework and only wants to hide in her room and surf the Internet can't be a good wife..."
Once, Kasugano Yui and Mu Youkan watched an anime about sister complex together. She calmly asked the other party for his opinion. It turned out that Mu Youkan praised the capable sister on TV and despised the vase heroine by the way.
It seemed as if everything had been said, and yet it seemed as if nothing had been said.
Qiong was so angry that her face turned red, but she could only glare at the other person fiercely.
"Then you should find someone who will do the housework for you!"
Then Kasugano Sora met Ichichi Nikka, that terrifying woman, the nemesis of all the yin-corners! But after learning that she had a similar life experience to herself, Sora couldn't hate her no matter what.
When Kasugano Sora thought Yuu was about to be deceived by the other party, Yuu brought back a drunk bassist, a guy who was even worse than her...
Qiong was forced to leave the room, and Mu You persuaded her not to throw out the "garbage" (which she thought was garbage) outside. But because of this, Qiong, who didn't like to go out, was dragged out of the house by Mu You.
Mu You: "How is it? Qiong, isn't it very rock 'n' roll?"
Qiong: "..."
Kasugano Sora looked at the bassist on the stage who was giving the audience the middle finger, and it was hard to imagine that he was the drunkard who had pitifully begged her for permission to drink in her home just a few hours ago.
Hiroi Kikuri? What a terrible person! But her performance was really great, even better than what I saw on TV!
However, Kasugano Sora's condition did not improve. In fact, it became worse with each trip with You.
She followed You woodenly. She knew that unlike herself who only had You in her eyes, the world in You's eyes was much wider than hers. There were countless stories and poems, magical magic and legends, and many beautiful things.
So, where do I stand in You's eyes?
Compared with those beautiful and outstanding girls, I seem to have nothing except my special identity as a younger sister.
She can't play any musical instrument, write novels, or draw. These skills that she usually learns easily turned out to be extremely difficult when she actually started to try.
So, will You eventually be fascinated by the outside world and abandon his useless self?
The more Kasugano Sora thought about it, the more frightened she became. A suffocating feeling arose from within her heart, wanting to swallow her up. She desperately wanted to struggle, but she didn't know whose hand to grab...
Finally, after Yu suggested going out alone for a while, she finally exploded.
There was no hysterics or quarreling, she just hugged You tightly and begged him not to leave her.
In response, Yuu gave him a warm hug. He comforted him softly, saying that he would certainly not abandon Qiong, no matter what.
"Obviously, just having You is enough..."
Tears soaked the pillow, waking the girl from her dream. Kasugano Sora looked around in a daze.
"Um……"
Kasugano Sora wiped her tears, and recalled some bad memories...
When she recalled the sad past, the first thing that came over her was not sadness, but the regret for her own ignorance at that time, as well as the embarrassment and awkwardness of weeping so much that she soaked her brother's shirt and finally fainted in disgrace...
The other person showed her the colors in his eyes without reservation, but she was frightened by the vast world and did not dare to take another step forward.
Somehow, Kasugano Sora remembered a movie: a pianist who had lived on a boat since childhood met a girl who made his heart beat faster, but when he wanted to get off the boat to look for her, he was blocked by the vast land and finally gave up.
But Qiong didn't, because in her opinion, You was the most important! And as they walked along, she also understood each other's feelings more and more——
Yes, if she only wanted to have You, it would be enough. She could have his care and love without any worries, and even keep him by her side forever.
But this also means that she can no longer see the colors in You's eyes, and can no longer enter his heart and experience his inner joy and sadness.
As the sky darkened, Kasugano Sora looked out the window. Even though they had just parted ways, she missed him so much...
But at this moment, she felt an unprecedented peace in her heart: because she knew that even though they were far apart, the other party would definitely miss her as much as she did.